Hooked: Addiction and the Long Road to Recovery

Hooked: Addiction and the Long Road to Recovery by Merson, Paul. hardcover edition. ISBN: 9781472282538.

Shortlisted for the 2022 Sports Book Awards brave ... visceral ... a brilliant, brilliant read ... I would recommend this book to everyone. Nihal Arthanayake, BBC Radio 5 Live so honest ... everybody should read Hooked to understand what anybody in this situation has been through. Susanna Reid, Good Morning Britain a fantastic book ... a remarkable read. Richard Madeley, Good Morning Britain Brave, poignant and very moving. This book will change lives. Jamie Redknapp A courageous, emotional and vitally important book. Jeff Stelling Paul Mersons wonderfully moving and brutally honest memoir of battling addiction for three decades. For twenty-one years Paul Merson played professional football. He won two First Division titles with Arsenal and was one of the finest players of his generation. But for thirty years Paul Merson has also been an addict. Alcohol, drugs, gambling: a desperately unenviable cocktail of addictions and depression which has plagued his entire adult life and driven him to the verge of suicide. Ive come to realise that Im powerless over alcohol ... Im an alcoholic. My drinking and gambling have left a lot of wreckage. Until recently the drinking and gambling were still raging. I wanted to kill myself. I couldnt go on anymore. I just couldnt see a way out. Then something clicked. One day, I was walking home from the pub late on a Sunday evening, and I thought to myself: Ive had enough of feeling like this, every day of my life. I rang up Alcoholics Anonymous the next day, and since then I havent had a drink. Hooked is Mersons wonderfully moving and brutally honest memoir of battling addiction, searingly charting his journey over three decades. It is absolutely unflinching in detailing his emotional and psychological troughs and in raking over the painful embers of an adult life blighted by such debilitating issues. Hooked will kick-start a crucial national conversation about addiction, depression and the damage they wreak. Addiction is the loneliest of places. Youre a slave to insecurity and ego. But it has to be you that wants things to change. Never be afraid to talk: the more you talk about the addictions the more it takes the power out of them. Youre never alone.